Mundanity

 Mundane.

Life isn't always about sparkles and rollercoaster of emotions. It can seem stagnant, mundane and lack of meaning.

Now, being an adult myself, this state of being feels more common and rather palpable, that the usual distractions I seek to, seem to lose its magic on me.

Like, there’s expiration for distractions.

I started to think, why we actually wanted to be distracted any longer when we know our real needs?  Especially when those true needs feel more urgent than we imagined it could be. 

And then we ask ourselves what the thing that we missed.

That distractions are simply distractions, never is a freedom.

So, what’s the true depiction of freedom?

Life is hard but the speck of life I see down the road really gives me hope.

Hope is doing its magic, it makes people like me choose to keep going. Hope makes things feel doable, tolerable even if it means by trudging.

Hope really keeps us going and that's a fact.